05-October-2024

Selected Poem: 1000 (Safia Elhillo)

Selected Poem: 1000 (Safia Elhillo)

KHARTOUM (Sudanow) - Safia Elhillo (born on 16 December 1990) is a Sudanese-America poet. Her work has been translated into several languages. She has won acclaim for her work and has been the recipient of several prestigious poetry awards. She has performed all around the world (https://sudanow-magazine.net/page.php?subId=30&Id=1221). 

Following is an example of her poetry taken from the American Academy of Poets' page:

 

1000
my roommate one year in college
would say of my smallness 
that any man who found me attractive
had a trace of the pedophilic  


& i would shrink                    newly girled
twenty-one with my eyebrows
plucked to grownup arches             sprouting
back every three weeks  
in sharp little shoots             already men         
have tried to steal me


in their taxis   corral me into alleyways
of the new city            already
the demand  for my name              though
no one ever asks how old i am


though no one ever did      i feel creaking
& ancient in the repetition
of it all   i feel my girlhood gone for
generations    my entire
line of blood crowded with exhausted
women            their unlined faces 


frozen in time  with only a thickness
about the waist          a small shoot
of gray to belie the years


i make up names to hand
to strangers at parties  
i trim years from my age & share without
being asked    that i am
fifteen              seventeen      & no one blinks  
no one             stops wanting       


i am disappeared      like all the girls
before me    around me 
all the girls to come             


everyone thinks
i am a little girl & still
they hunt me               still they show their teeth        
i am so tired i am
one thousand  years old          one thousand
years older when touched

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